Tuesday, May 1, 2007

..."we love ppl where they're at." ...i struggle with this one so much and often struggle with truly knowing how to respond to this. I fell like I “short-change” ppl due to this. I recognize that I only love people where they’re at (in my mind/opinion), and not for what they’re worth to God and His kingdom, and I wish I could change this. How did Jesus love people so openly and honestly? I wanna learn how to love and accept without my own bias, ignorant opinions…and I wanna learn how to not judge by peoples actions. I wanna learn how to live with those I disagree with and those who irritate me because we're different. I wanna love not only because i know i should, but because i actually want to. I wanna know how to love someone i cant even stand to talk to anymore, and i wanna love those who put me in difficult situations.I wanna teach those who im talking about right now how to love in this way too, but Im left not knowing how, and im left feeling like this is impossible. I just wanna truely know and understand God's will for me. How do i become who God wants me to be?...